always.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

I'M BACK, I GUESS?

(I don't think anyone still reads this blog. But I'm just assuming no one does, it gives me that much more a sense of security to be typing things here)I like this picture, a whole lot. It's really very fascinating that just a mere application on the iPhone can come up with something as amazing as this~ I don't know if this is how I look like, really but thank you anyway to Unnie who "drew" this for me at midnight. Well technically, her phone drew it but oh well, thanks to her again for the effort! >:B

I'm watching ANTM Cycle 15 right now. This cycle's scouting for High Fashion models, that's very refreshing for ANTM! And thus far, I've got two favourites in this cycle, Chelsey and Jane! Ann's the winner for this cycle, she's so tall! I mean, really tall! 6 Feet 2, that's like 188 cm! She's even taller than Taecyeon oh my gah~ So anyway, Kayla's lesbian, that's new in ANTM too! First ever in the history of ANTM, but that adds on to the fun of it all~

So today's the first official day of the school holidays. The next three weeks are going to be somewhat ~different~. I don't really think there's going to be much rotting and what nots, because I'd have to do school-related things, still. Hmm let me see~ Things like IDEAS perhaps? Have to start planning with the others asap. That aside, I'd prefer thinking about happy things for now >:)

Things about personal attraction maybe? I've been smiling and giggling to myself a lot lately. I don't know, when someone tells you just recently that someone has been noticing you since months ago, it's just nice to know, you know? (You don't really know if he's interested in you or not, but you just feel happy. Not like you've never noticed the other person, it's just that because you're the kind who just zones out when you're walking alone in public, you know what I mean?) And he's been asking/talking about you with your friend behind your back but then you find out he's quite a ladies' man and you think you don't stand a chance at all and you get pretty much, intimidated? You see his social networking sites being stalked by many different girls (easily presumable) and all the more, that makes you feel belittled. Plus, it can be quite a bummer if once you've advanced (to another step: making friends that is, nothing more) that other party just seems pretty, uninterested. But whatever, I totally understand. It's not easy at all to get over someone whom you've loved and cherished for a really long time~ So anyway, I'm just living life everyday, with hopes still attached. I'm giving it a rest for now, wouldn't want to make anyone feel uncomfortable. I just wanna get to know him better as a friend. But of course, I won't pursue it if he thinks all isn't well~

(I just screamed at my brother because he crept up on me)

Seriously, it's been quite some time since I felt this way. All along, it's been those who speak sweetly with ill intentions. That, I absolutely abhor. But i don't know, you just make me feel that you're...different.

But I still feel intimidated.

Hello hello~ Earth to Siti.


Siti Nur Atiqah Create Your Badge I LAUGH FUNNY! Sep 30, 2010 Oct 3, 2010 Oct 4, 2010 Dec 11, 2010 Dec 12, 2010 Dec 13, 2010 Dec 14, 2010 Dec 16, 2010 Dec 20, 2010 Dec 22, 2010 Dec 23, 2010 Dec 25, 2010 Dec 26, 2010 Dec 29, 2010 Jan 23, 2011 Apr 10, 2011 Apr 11, 2011 Apr 15, 2011 Apr 17, 2011 Apr 29, 2011 May 8, 2011 May 24, 2011 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls. Hit counter code here	Saturday, December 11, 2010 I'M BACK, I GUESS? (I don't think anyone still reads this blog. But I'm just assuming no one does, it gives me that much more a sense of security to be typing things here)I like this picture, a whole lot. It's really very fascinating that just a mere application on the iPhone can come up with something as amazing as this~ I don't know if this is how I look like, really but thank you anyway to Unnie who "drew" this for me at midnight. Well technically, her phone drew it but oh well, thanks to her again for the effort! >:B I'm watching ANTM Cycle 15 right now. This cycle's scouting for High Fashion models, that's very refreshing for ANTM! And thus far, I've got two favourites in this cycle, Chelsey and Jane! Ann's the winner for this cycle, she's so tall! I mean, really tall! 6 Feet 2, that's like 188 cm! She's even taller than Taecyeon oh my gah~ So anyway, Kayla's lesbian, that's new in ANTM too! First ever in the history of ANTM, but that adds on to the fun of it all~ So today's the first official day of the school holidays. The next three weeks are going to be somewhat ~different~. I don't really think there's going to be much rotting and what nots, because I'd have to do school-related things, still. Hmm let me see~ Things like IDEAS perhaps? Have to start planning with the others asap. That aside, I'd prefer thinking about happy things for now >:) Things about personal attraction maybe? I've been smiling and giggling to myself a lot lately. I don't know, when someone tells you just recently that someone has been noticing you since months ago, it's just nice to know, you know? (You don't really know if he's interested in you or not, but you just feel happy. Not like you've never noticed the other person, it's just that because you're the kind who just zones out when you're walking alone in public, you know what I mean?) And he's been asking/talking about you with your friend behind your back but then you find out he's quite a ladies' man and you think you don't stand a chance at all and you get pretty much, intimidated? You see his social networking sites being stalked by many different girls (easily presumable) and all the more, that makes you feel belittled. Plus, it can be quite a bummer if once you've advanced (to another step: making friends that is, nothing more) that other party just seems pretty, uninterested. But whatever, I totally understand. It's not easy at all to get over someone whom you've loved and cherished for a really long time~ So anyway, I'm just living life everyday, with hopes still attached. I'm giving it a rest for now, wouldn't want to make anyone feel uncomfortable. I just wanna get to know him better as a friend. But of course, I won't pursue it if he thinks all isn't well~ (I just screamed at my brother because he crept up on me) Seriously, it's been quite some time since I felt this way. All along, it's been those who speak sweetly with ill intentions. That, I absolutely abhor. But i don't know, you just make me feel that you're...different. But I still feel intimidated. Hello hello~ Earth to Siti. 4:50 PM ·