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Wednesday, December 22, 2010
"Have some composure, where's your posture?"

"You're pulling the trigger all wrong."

No, I don't know if I have. I'm not even certain if I have pulled the trigger. These kinda things can be really confusing almost all the time you know? Every single word spoken by the one sounds exceptionally and beautifully harmonised with the sounds of the wind, all the more you feel like the moon has fallen in love with the sun. But you know you can't be so sure just yet, cause you wouldn't want all that you know to come falling at the end of the day. You think and wonder so hard to not make a mistake, but in turn to set some thing flowing nicely from where it started, but you just don't know how to.

Because in the very first place, you're not even sure if the receptivity towards all of these is positive. The other hand might have just been hiding all along, possibly. You need two of those to clap, remember?

Am I making sense? I don't know if I should, because these are meant to be ambiguous. I like it that way, rejection is bitter you know? >:/


"So you're the one I wanna chase, you're the one I wanna hold. I won't let another minute go to waste, I want you and your beautiful soul."

They confidently say that chivalry is dead, especially within the seconds of the modern world today. But every time, every single time I listen to this song, it makes me wonder real hard whether it is really true, that no one boy would go miles and miles just to make a girl his. Well of course, no one girl wants to be labelled as a "property" of any boy, she just wants to be loved dearly and fully to the boy's own loving capacity. I've never really dreamed of a perfect fairytale; for a boy to come rescue me from a tower up high that almost touches the sky, while I let my long curly hair down so that he could reach out to me, I've just always wanted to have someone who is more than willing to go the distance to convince me that he's the one for me. I've never really wished for someone who's as perfect and ideal as a walking mannequin, I've always just wanted to be cuddled in the arms of one who would make the heat turn cold, who would make noise turn into music, who would share the smiles and tears I cry.

And, I've never really wished for someone who's as bright as Einstein. Just, just someone who shines bright like the moon. Because when he does, I know everything will be alright. I've been telling myself ever since the first day I truly liked (love is too strong a word, so I shan't use it mindlessly) that I can't always get what I want. Well, in the most accurate way possible, you have to always expect an unrequited love. That is, you have to accept... rejection. And this has always been my biggest fear ever since the arrow came striking right through my heart.

Truthfully speaking, I've never really believed in any one girl making any HUGE moves on a guy. Yes, I'm pretty conservative when it comes to matters like these. That is why almost all the time, I'd prefer to just like someone from afar. I don't know know, depending on how you view it, it can be good or bad. And whilst I decide for myself whether it's going to do me good or otherwise, I should get ready for a shower too HEHEHE!